Yes I closed my eyes and started to see what reality really is, yet after all these years, and amidst all those tears shed from both laughter and sadness, still no one understand, why I chose to call my self the 3 Red Diamond Ram.........
No genius needed here, frustration is a stench so intense there's no hiding away from, yes i admit it, yes I am even admitting that I failed, hell yeah at countless times, and almost or at the verge of giving up......... But alas no!!!! The shitty stubborn man who loves to lie still clings on and yes will cling on until the day he dies.................. Yes I failed to make you understand, make you feel, believe and see.......... But my love endures and still keep all the blame towards me........
Primitive animalistic instinct may be hardwired on my brain and enduring all these hardship and pain would have been enough for me to unleash the inner beast yet I chose not......
YES!!! I chose not to give up...... Yes I am still hoping, longing, praying and waiting for you to see....... But NO that's not the reason....... Yet I am still alone but I set all of you free..............
Jai Guru Deva Om
Friends will come and go
this is what I know
for I was born alone
in this lonely world
gloomy things is yet to come
and I alone will face the sun
cause no one is here for me
and that will always be
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For only I will face the end
Only I, I have no friend
Only I, I live alone
Only I will travel the unknown
No one is here for me
I'm alone but I ain't free
I am one and I have none
just look at what I've become
I am sick deep inside
I have this feeling that I can't hide
but I'm alone, alone I cry
I'll cry alone until the day I die
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